Exactly why I say all I see is a dead end. Exactly why when bee asked if I see a future this time, I couldn’t answer. ‘cause I still don’t see it. Which brings me to… Why.
everything feel so out of place. what have i been doing? the choices i have been making in this 2 weeks. were those choices? or was it just a moment of folly which just continued? i don’t know. it just feels weird? wrong? idk? i don’t know what i’m supposed to feel anymore.
[AUD] K-POP hit songs from 2008-2012 in 12 minutes // edited by dushevka
Song List Compiled by: ygfamilyy@tumblr
- SHINee - Noona, You’re So Pretty
- Taeyang - Only Look At Me
- Epik High ft. Jisun - One
- SHINee - Amigo
- Gummy ft. T.O.P - I’m Sorry
- BIGBANG - Haru Haru
- DBSK - Mirotic
- Wonder Girls - So Hot
- Brown Eyed Girls - L.O.V.E
- BIGBANG - Sunset Glow
- SNSD - Tell Me Your Wish (Genie)
- FT.ISLAND - I Hope
- BIGBANG ft. 2NE1 - Lollipop
- GDragon - Heartbreaker
- 2PM - I Hate You
- SNSD - GEE
- 2NE1 - Fire
- Super Junior - Sorry Sorry
- 2PM - Tired Of Waiting
- Kara - Mister
- BIGBANG - Gara Gara Go!!
- Tara - Bo Peep
- SNSD - Oh
- CN.BLUE - I’m A Loner
- 2AM - Can’t Let You Go, Even If I Die
- 2NE1 - Try To Follow Me
- Kara - Lupin
- SNSD - Run Devil Run
- Outsider - Acquaintance
- Rain - Love Song
- U-kiss - Round & Round (Bingeul Bingeul)
- Beast - Shock
- MBLAQ - Y
- Super Junior - Bonamana
- f(x) - NU ABO
- MissA - Bad Girl Good Girl
- Taeyang ft. GDragon - I Need A Girl
- 2PM - Without U
- SS501 - Love Ya
- Narsha - Bbi Ri Bba Bba
- Se7en ft. T.O.P - Digital Bounce
- SHINee - Lucifer
- SHINee - Ready Or Not
- T.O.P - Turn It Up
- BoA - Hurricane Venus
- PSY - Right Now
- Girl’s Day - Nothing Lasts Forever
- GD & TOP - High High
- GD & TOP - Oh Yeah
- 2NE1 - Lonely
- 2NE1 - I Am The Best
- After School - Shampoo
- B1A4 - Ok!
- 4Minute - Mirror Mirror
- BIGBANG - Tonight
- DBSK - Keep Your Head Down
- Beast - Fiction
- MissA - Love Alone
- SeungRi - What Can I Do
- Davichi - Don’t Say Goodbye
- Brown Eyed Girls - Sixth Sense
- JYJ - Get Out
- Super Junior - Mr. Simple
- Huh Gak - Hello
- Infinite - Before The Dawn
- MBLAQ - Mona Lisa
- T-Ara - Roly Poly
- Troublemaker - Trouble Maker
- Block B - Halo
- T-Ara - Lovey Dovey
- U-Kiss - Neverland
- D-NA (The Boss) - Lady
- 2PM - Hands Up
- SISTAR - So Cool
- Kara - Step Up
- Kim Hyun Joong - Break Down
- G.NA - Black & White
- SNSD - The Boys
- Infinite - Paradise
- f(x) - Pinocchio (Danger)
- SHINee - Sherlock
- 2NE1 - Ugly
- Tablo ft. Taeyang - Tomorrow
- BIGBANG - Blue
- BIGBANG - Fantastic Baby
- EXO K - MAMA
- Xiah Junsu - Tarantallegra
- JJ Project - Bounce
(via a-thousand-words)
(Source: gorgeousnightmares, via inspiredjoyfulchaos)
"I’ve got a bad case of the 3:00 A.M. guilts—you know, when you lie in bed awake and replay all those things you didn’t do right? Because, as we all know, nothing solves insomnia like a nice warm glass of regret, depression, and self-loathing. Okay, I don’t really hate myself. But I do piss myself off—quite a bit, actually—and sometimes I need a good, stern talking-to about important elements in my life. "
(via notfallen)
(Source: ddanielmaitlandd, via eletheowl)
(Source: whale-song-in-the-deep, via eletheowl)
I actually feel kinda disturbed and I am smelling my hair to calm myself down. Wait. Or am I actually disturbed that I’m smelling my hair to calm myself. I’m so not making sense.
Too many thing going through my head. Now in thinking why the girl asked me to go do work and no ask the other along. Not a very good feeling. Not like she gna do anything la. But feels like a bomb gna drop on me. And it doesn’t feel like what I’m expecting it to be. Obviously. If not it wouldn’t be called a bomb anymore.
See. I said I’m not making sense. I think I may be too hungry or something. Or like. Idk. I think I know but I don’t know. Refusing to admit that I know?
Now I don’t even know what I’m trying to say. Making completely no sense here. OTL
Someone should just knock me out so I can float to dreamland. Though I don’t dream. Ok la. I do. I rarely dream. Actually everybody dream. They just don’t remember. I don’t care. Imma still say that I don’t dream. Easier to explain, no?
Actually I’m thinking of buying a new dream catcher ‘cause the one I have now is super dusty. But I like the one I have now ‘cause its like orange and has the seashells. So actually got sound when there is wind. Like windchimes. (Which mum took mine away when my room was being renovated. Don’t know for what also.) but then it’s like super dusty. And j scared if i touch and move it away I will get nightmares. I srsly think if people go touch it I will get nightmares.. Like don’t make sense, but ya.
I think in too disturbed by whatever in disturbed by. Which I have no idea what I’m being disturbed by. Or maybe my brain is just going haywire ‘cause I haven’t had the time to let it run and think if things for the past few weeks other than assignments. But by right, I should still be thinking if assignments ‘cause j still got a lot assignments due. Which are all due before term break. Which rarely happens.
They usually make us do assignments through our term break. Which means its not a break for us. So I’m kinda hoping that since this wave if assignments are due before break they gna give us our break this time round. Though it could mean that they are making us submit before term break so that they can give us another wave to do during the break. I think the latter sounds much more logical. Though I really prefer to get a break.
I think I’m making zero sense while trying to sound like I’m making sense. Definitely losing my mind here. Should stop and find something that will bring me to sleep.
(via lifeliveson)
